adjusting period
Adjusting period ahead and in
my way,
dream trying to get very real,
very slow,
all the phantasms are
becoming real,
I could live what once been
just a show.
Not all deeds can fit in my new
space,
but it is expanding, its
limits fading,
overwhelmed by the rusticity
of it all,
stopped my life from more
degrading.
hungry for more, exhausted i
do get,
everything known seems so
brand new.
do i realize i feel happiness once again,
so little needed, so simple,
if i only knew.
From change only the good can
I gain.
erase the lines marking
boarders of mind,
wipe the steam off and have a
good look,
can't believe my effort just
made me blind.
The known, the safety zone,
public life,
foreigner I've become, all
this makes me sick
needs not needed anymore that is a big shock.
likes just turn to dislikes
without a click.
I am chasing the handle, still
in sight bitch,
blury it gets on the way, fear
is pushing me,
door holds the dam in one
piece, prevents
from washing all the shit I
don't wanna see.
There is the inevidable you
can not evade,
no matter what, questions,
doubts and tears,
if you miss the moment when it
comes
you will be left in life only
full of fear.
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