Tuesday, 6 November 2012

Understanding, written on 16/03/2012

understanding

silence rules my world
morning in the bus with
the argues without a word,
being happy becomes a myth

i try to talk all the time
but the words get lost in fire,
burns my lips and that’s a crime
so i can’t be called a liar.

i’m filled to top with sadness,
trying to choose the final way,
hope for help, well that’s a madness,
i stay alone again this day.

tear can’t get through
the tired, aching, empty eyes,
unable to recognize the truth,
all they need is nice long cry

decision is a way out of here,
but i’m sure it might hurt,
you have to face it my dear
you gotta deal with the dirt.

time is not on our side, never was,
the longer it takes the more i’m lost
there is always a way, higher cause
don’t forget, it’s me who pays the cost

now i see what i have done
the real reasons get lost in past
why do i have to lie to everyone
and keep hurting me, the pain will last.

desires are precious, but tricky too
false ones make their way in your head
sometimes the voice can’t get through
and it ends up unheard and dead.

the voice is telling you to stop
listen to your heart for advice
heart will always stay on top
rather thinking about it twice.

do not ever dare to choose a second,
make it more that the eternity,
that’s why all the bad things happened
and now you are left with the pity.

so cherish what you have been given,
what fulfils you and makes you happy,
because the mistakes won’t be forgiven,
and that’s your biggest worry and it feels crappy.

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