from the inside world, looking out
trying to find the reason for today,
reasons u won’t remember tomorrow,
reasons u didn’t have yesterday.
spending time with looking for something,
looking for in my head for the right way,
I can find only in the outside world,
cause all these things are too real just to think
about them
loosing the direction on the way
to loose my soul in fear of being alone,
alone with my head, be eaten by thoughts,
which will cause the outside death.
destruction of the reality
is caused by psychological research inside,
trying to heal my soul with the cure that is
killing me,
cure that is the biggest poison
i am trying to win the fight with me,
no sense of violence, no chance to win,
can’t defeat me, can’t win over the
same person you are fighting with.
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