my soul travelled such a distance in all the years passed by,
through all those
routes, hidden paths and wrong turns,
many of those were illusions
based on a one big lie,
caused on my heart,
soul and mind so many hard burns.
i thought that that
was it, when i was thrown into the life
so empty, so
hungry, i started to live the well known day-mare,
surrounded by crowd
where dreams and rebelling was rife,
looking so hard for
someone with whom my life to share
first she showed me
the way, for which it was too soon,
found the treasure
which i buried and hidden some time,
this gift is showing
me the truth, now when it’s noon
and loosing the will,
the power, seems like the worst crime.
than i got on the career shit i believed in for while.
thought the days i
bumped of the wals built to constrain,
so many days it
felt like being forced to live in exile,
making it so hard
some sense in this life to obtain.
from loving life transofrmed
into being shaken from hate,
merry go round in
my feelings, thoughts and desires,
from buy and do not
need, to the feeling it’s too late,
now my only job is,
in me to extinguish all those fires.
than the thinking
machine fired up it’s perpetual factory,
filed so many
pages, emptied many times through my eye,
often i will find
the truth in the past to my satisfactory,
advice and
knowledge that i never would be able to buy.
authorities, so
far, so wrong, so not willing to understand,
fitting in, killing
individuality becomes issue of them all,
the hunger grows
beyond my mind on the other hand,
the next step i will
make will answer the ancient call.
now in midday questioning
all the reasons why to go on,
as thoughts of an
end become so warming, flattering,
the will is gone,
the visions, the talks are based upon,
whether i get crazy
or between the lines i’ll be reading.
the judgement day
turns slowly into the last long night,
where forever the
future of my conscience will be written,
time will show at
the end of this path, if there is a light,
but the page i am about to turn can not be overwritten.
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