Monday, 14 January 2013

Fight is over, written 14/01/2013

Fight is over

Life, where every day is a fight,
enemy constrained within.
Daily battles to move on a little bit,
fighting against nothing,
big empty black hole
sucking me in, taking me prisoner.
Every small battle i win
brings me closer the disappearance.
War of words and arguments
streamed live through my mind.
Two sides in one living organism,
biological twins hating each other.
Every step forward,
precedes another invisible fight,
time is the only changing element.
Gentle touch of the screen,
another deceiving plan crashing
or crashing my day?
Repetition is the base of success.
I consider understanding a win.
The danger will not vanish,
but knowledge prevent any other loss.
Expecting fight with illusion of an advantage.
Aware and prepared,
i will see this before.
Environmental trap of chosen hell.
World of giving up stabbing me in my back,
mind balancing the leverage of will.
Fights that never existed.
Your happiness turned to mine,
the era of peace.
I hold the key with no keyhole to fit,
as the door i only imagine.
With the white flag
i wipe my tears
and finally i smile.

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