not far enough,
but past enough
past floated
away and she stayed there
memories don’t know time and do not care,
name is up
there, name that should not last
deep in me,
deeper inside under the buried past.
she lives in my
dreams and I don’t know why,
dreams seem to be real, to real to deny.
love is gone and
feelings stayed behind,
gone is the word
that worries me at most,
how do i know
gone is really far away,
how do i know
gone it’s gone,
how do i know?
all the pain she
caused was real, was bad,
made me suffer
with the memories in my head,
as all I’ve done
was wrong and insane
i was alone, so
sad, broke and full of pain.
killed all
feeling to feel even worse,
life was like
riding a rodeo horse.
love is gone and
feelings stayed behind,
gone is the word
that worries me at most,
how do i know
gone is really far away,
how do i know
gone it’s gone,
how do i know?
ghost of the
past chased my in my dreams,
nothing is really the way that it seems,
another night,
her time will come to appear,
leave me awake,
confused and than disappear.
it’s worse than
knowing I’m still in my past,
some par of me, strong part that lasts.
love is gone and
feelings stayed behind,
gone is the word
that worries me at most,
how do i know
gone is really far away,
how do i know
gone it’s gone,
how do i know?
